tornado in nc

last saturday was a very sad day for all the people of nc especially to those people who have lost their love ones and houses.my thoughts and prayers are with y'all.me and keith we're getting ready to go my girlfriends house for some retirement party for her husband when the warning came and i thought it wouldnt be that bad than i thought it would be.around 3:30 when the power were out.for the first time i didnt straighten my hair lol but still we decided to leave not knowing that fayetteville were hit by the tornado pretty bad.when we got to reilly rd,the traffic was ridiculous because of the traffic light that were out too.accidents were all over, cops were everywhere.it was crazy.we got stuck by the traffic at all american highway in ft.bragg for like 2 hours where we saw a lot of houses hit by the tornado and it was all damaged.i felt so bad for the families who lived there.im just hoping and praying there was no childrens sleeping in those houses coz it was 3 oclock in the afternoon when it happend and we all know thats usually a nap time for them you know..:(.so around 7:30 we got to my gf's house and we party with no electricity but we still had a good time.i just feel lucky and thankful to God that me and keith were safe and my friends that day.everything that has been happening right now means something.i think its time for us to go to church and ask for forgiveness to HIM.im trying to go to church as far as i can every sunday.i hope God will hear all our prayers.heres a pic of some of the houses i saw at all american highway nc.

another boring thursday

i woke up with some cartoons movie on my tv( btw my tv is on the whole night bcz i cant sleep w/o turning the tv on).i forgot the name of the movie but it was pretty good cartoons movie.it was about a girl fish who feel inlove with a human boy.i did liked it though.i did cleaned up my messy house today.i cant believe how much dog's hair i found all over in my livingroom and kitchen today.thea is ridiculously shedding lately ..its so nasty thats why i have to clean up my house as often as i can.so i decided to grilled some chicken legs and some grilled banana for my dessert.i was so full and satisfied with my lunch.hopefully keith is coming home tonight coz i miss him a lot.army can be a pain in the ass sometimes..:( thats all for now dolls! muahhhh

Doctors today 4/13/11

So today was my doctors monthly appointment and like always I come in like 1 the dr. Will see you at 3 :( it's sucks but that's what it is.I was complaining about my light headaches almost every morning and my doctor said the only way to find it why is to get a catscan so I was like he'll no lol. I hate seeing those machines you know.it makes me so sick and I feel like I'm dying or something.I know it's weird but what I'm gonna do I'm a big baby lmao! I think I get headaches it's bcz of this stupid pollens and the season changes.Keith is still doin some itc , it's some kind of army training it sucks but I have to suck it up..it's an army thing you know.well that's all for now dolls..muaahhh!

im backkk

hey dolls how are you all doin?it has been almost a year i think since i did my last blog and i was just reading them now and i thought hey why not make a new one.iv been busy taking care of our two dogs ughhh especially with thea ( our lab mix-super hiper pup). everytime i get mad at her i get shortness of breath lol thats how mad i get with her haaa but shes a cutie and shes difinitely a daddy's girl :)my other dog buddy hes a mix pit and hes very lovable.i just love him!hes a very gentle dog and very kind to thea.my husband has been busy too with all the army stuff and works..(another ughh) right now im still praying and hoping he wont get deployed again :( i just cant take another deployment u know.it would be too much for me if he gets deployed again.so im crossing my fingers right now.im planning to plant more flowers this month in my frontyard so lets see whats gonna happen.i might be writing blogs very often now coz i dont wanna go out that much anymore bcz of the ridiculous price of the gas now..damn i really need to get a job asap lol..well i hope u like reading my blog.il talk to u later dolls! muahhh

worst news iv ever heard from a doctor

Winter is the most not so friendly season for me here in the US if u know what I mean...it's like an illness that u can't get away when it's winter time lol. So I thought those colds ,headaches,fever,don't feel like eating and losing a lot of weight were just part of the winter since my body were not used to it like Rachel from glee said to char ice " where it's sunny everyday" lol. So I thought it was nothing u know that it'll go away eventually but no..I was wrong coz it got worst days after days.iv been to the walk in clinic for like 4 times already and one day I thought I had acid reflux coz I felt like all the food that I ate was coming back out in my mouth. I was so scared to death.I felt so helpless,crying Hoping that Keith was there to comfort me and tell me everything' gonna be ok.you know the feeling of being so alone and sick? It was crazy and knowing me when I'm sick I'm a big baby :( ". So my mil decided to take me to the clinic again that night and for some reason the same doctor asked his assistant to do some x-Ray and some other weird test on me.I thought ohh maybe they just want to make sure if I was ok or not you know.after a couple hours he came and told me they were just gonna call tomorrow when the lab works back and he gave me some medications too.I was relieved and told my self maybe I was wrong you know that those colds were just nothing that it was just my body reaction from the winter season. The next morning I got up and feel a lil bit better at least that's what I told myself to make me feel better.I went to work and I remember I wore this HSM shirt ! Around 9 in the morning I got a call from the doctor at the clinic telling me a lot of stuff that I didn't even know. All I heard and understand was he wanted me to go to emergency and have my blood checked again. At first was hesitating to go there by myself coz im scared to go to the hospital for some weird reason. So one of the teacher offered to take me there.I was like ok let's get it over you know. I came in and had my blood draw and waited for like 5 hours for the test result..I was like OMG I need to hurry up coz I still got some work waiting for me. And then 3 doctors came with full of papers on their hands and they were looking at me like..is she the patient?coz honestly I didn't look like I'm sick and stuff.I was gonna leave and started to re-touch my make up when they came in.one of the doctor said I don't think you can leave mrs. Zanetti and I was like excuse me uhmm yes I am. And they started to read the lab result and all i can remember was she said about my kidney just failed..I didn't remember what happened next coz I was crying like a lunatic woman in that room and I remember i walked out and looking for a phone coz my celfone was dead.I called my mil and was hysterical.it was the most devastating news iv ever heard in my whole life.I asked myself? What's gonna happen to me? And Keith when he comes home from deployment? What's gonna happen with my life now? Am i gonna die?I just bought a new dress to wear so I look pretty in the airport to see my husband? I had millions of questions that time.I stayed in the hospital for like a week and they told me to start doin dialysis as soon as possible.the doctor said if I didn't go to the emergency that day I could die.all my friends from work came to see me and gave me pretty flowers and wishing me to feel better soon.I called Keith on his laptop and he called back and all I heard was him crying and wanted to be with me right away.he came home the next day and we went to the hospital together to put my catheter on my stomach for the dialysis.that week recovered faster and started my dialysis. .it's still makes me cry every time I think about it but I told myself I'm still lucky after all coz I got the best doctors I could ever have here and the best husband that loves me unconditionally..

First job first paycheck

I didn't know US can be boring too especially when you're alone most of the time at home.so my mother in law asked me if Id like to work in the daycare center where my niece went so i thought it was a good idea u know to get away and not to think about keith everyday of him being in Ghan and make some money at the same time so i Did get the job. The people That i worked with was awesome.they were so nice to me and i felt so welcome you know for a new employee like me.plus i like kids so it was very easy for me.first paycheck was priceless . I was so excited to cashed it out. I felt like I accomplished something very useful and it felt so good.thanks to my mil and the people at the daycare center who were very good and suportive to me....I love you all !!!!!!!

First time I laid my eyes on him

It was late afternoon at STI when me and my 5 friends decided to go to com lab to do some research and maybe hoping to get online to cHat for a while just to have some fun after so tiring morning with our professor.so we went there and to our dismay the com lab was loaded with some fresh students who were so hungry of exploring Internet and chatting of course like we all did when we were on our first sim . We were just walking around in the com lab until I saw a girl who was smiling and chatting with this cute white guy on a tan shirt..I was like damn he's a fine good looking man :) and I realized he was a military a man coz I saw some camouflage hanging on the wall behind him. So I called my 4 friends and whispered them about what I saw and we stole his yahoo I.d right at that moment with out making the girl even noticed us behind her.we thought it was funny and interesting (I'm not saying stealing somebodys ym I.d is nice ). We made a deal that whoever gets a chance to chat with him online the rest would back off ..lmao I know it's funny! Since I lived in a dormitory I can easily go to an Internet cafe whenever I want to so that night me and my bff/roomate decided to get on and Bingo! he was online lol so I texted my friends and told them I was the first haaaaaaaa..we chatted for like 6 hours that night and on my way home he called and i was speechless . I thought he was just joking when he said he would call me..I guess hes serious I said to myself with a big smile on my face.we started chatting almost every night whenever we get a chance.he would call almost every night.it was pretty much like love at first time only online haaaaaaaa.he was the most caring guy iv known.he always makes me smile and thinks Im the most gorgeous Asian he'd ever meet haaaaaaaa and I feel so special to him.we continue to chat for like over a year and it was march I was so busy for my thesis when he called and proposed me over the fond.I was so shocked but so happy at the same time. He's in the army so it's gonna be hard for him to just come to the Philippines and see me so iv waited and around august he finally came to see me..GOd it was the most scariest and nervous day of my life..oh GOd...I thought I was gonna pass out the moment I sAw him haaaaaaaa..finally I got to meet Keith Zanetti in person i said to myself.ahhhh he was the sexiest and good looking white guy iv ever meet lmao.he kissed me with out saying a word on my LIPS ... Lol. I was speechless but liked the kiss so much hhaaaa.after 15 days we got married and he flew back to the states. He petitioned me right away and after a year I came to the US ..by myself! love at first time indeed :)